Heating up again!

Finally we had a night were we had a good 1 hr of awake before bed play time! Whew, I was worried we had forgotten how to do it.

Some nice rope play and some D/s stuff. Birdman has a couple of books to read up on to improve his knotwork. We were talking afterward that we need more rope. We were contemplating which rope would complement crimson best. We will have to see.

We also have been experimenting with the D/s relationship. We really want to explore birdman as a top. It is a space he is not used to being in, especially being vocal in it. We have another couple books to look through for that too.

I am not sure if I like the idea of being a bottom more or if I like the idea of watching birdman find his feet as a top. It has been very exciting to experience.

We will keep you posted! We were very sorry we could not take a series of photos last night for the blog. The camera was not home. We do have a tripod home, though, so we should be able to do some neat available light stuff.

Birdman should do a post soon about our drive home the other late night. He was wanting to try some available light shots then too. I was driving topless home. He had a fun time fondling me while I concentrated on driving.

-sweetpea

When we have time will we still want to have time?

I have been having a philosophical debate in my head.

When we finally have time to have some privacy. When we can lock the door and that will mean something. When we don't fall asleep before our weary bodies hit the bed.

That time that everyone says will come to fast and when it will be easier to be together.

Will I still be interested in sex? Physically, I mean...

I am already very conscious how my cycle really effects my libido. Until birdman decides for sure to consummate his relationship with the urologist, he still gets mixed feelings when I am very interested. I am usually very interested because my hormones are telling me I am very fertile. He knows when my libido goes up so does my fertility.

So what happens when the kids are older and the cycle thing dies down. I am not talking about menopause but just a few years.

Birdman laughs at me. I think it would be some cruel kind of irony.

Well, birdman always says the sexiest part of my body is my brain. So, we would "manage" if the hormones messed me up or something.

Something to think about. Makes me want to invest more time in a hotel room in the afternoon when my sister is taking the kids to the movies....

How did those hourly rates get such a bad rap? We have the minivan too. Although I think we would need to lay a tarp down so I don't get crumbs and who knows what in my hair. (or would birdman get it in his hair?

There you go, we will push this blog along a little at a time.

Forget who we were?

Hello readers. (or at least birdman, I know he reads)

The longer it has been since I posted the harder it has been to finally post something!

We have had some "life" come up and bog us down. Such that it has been hard to even be in the same bed at the same time. Or if we are in the same bed, be the sole occupants. (not in a fun way either!)

So, here we are back. Trying to find our way through life.

This week we have birdman with strep throat and me on my third week of antibiotics for a very nasty outer ear infection.

We have cobbled together some time but not much. It is a good night if we are conscious and next to each other. If I am awake when I lay down I like to cum to fall asleep. I am the one in this relationship who comes and then rolls over and falls asleep! Birdman usually touches himself then and most times drifts off to sleep.

We have had a few great nights sprinkled in. Great nights have some sort of actual sexual relations in them! Lately I have been showering at night. It is nice to start sex all fresh and clean. Then to get all sweaty and “dirty.”

We have had one notable night in the last month when birdman got out the red case and surprised me with some new toys. I loved it.

I am so looking forward to being in a sub place where I can turn off my mind and follow the sensations. However, I am not sure when that will be. Right now there is always a part of my brain in “mommy mode.” Always scanning the noises for the pitter-patter of kid feet. Even with the door lock, we have about 20 seconds before we need to open to the pounding and pleading for mama.

So for me to enjoy the great ropes from the Abbey combined with my first true dildo from Babeland, we will have to rent a room or rent out the kids.

-sweetpea